Wednesday, April 12, 2006

hallo. my gosh. i m extremely annoyed with myself. haha. was kinda 'fan' wheen i came home add tired and sian. thought a sleep would do me good. lay on my bed. opened my eyes, its was 6.30pm. my gosh man. i slept for 3 hours. ahhhh!

haha. i lasted through this day without feeling sleepy again! thank God for ur sustainance and the strength. its just this thing la, den expecially today, fasting somemore, but still nvr showed signs of getting weary. i had a strange dream during my nap thou. i went home, put down my bag changed and den i took a cab to east coast park. dunno wads with that. haha.

anyway. i cant really put it in words. i just feel ur like ur not as demure as u used to be la. that was something i really liked bout u la. its not exactly a bad thing la. just abit not used to it. as in feel u have becomed a more noisy person. somewhat like me. and honestly thats more like a clash. i mean like last time it was plus + minus; attract, den now its kinda like plus + plus; repel. yar. but actually the thing that irritates me most isnt the fact that u have changed la. its more of the fact that u can be more noisy but yet u still refuse to tell me wads going on. just let me get over it la. i ll still be there for u no matter wad. dun brood too much. smile!

man. pray really hard sis yating is free on friday. haha. tmls dinner rules me out for bs.

|cowpoo| 7:05 PM|

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